overflow with LOVE

omg, I can't believe its almost the end of the semester, I've been so busy and everything just past by in a blink of an eye, from solving one assignment to another, from attending one lecture to another, from going to work one day after another, from joining one trip to another...its been really an eventful semester! I'm feeling contented and satisfied now, and probably its time to take a proper rest and focus on my studies which should always be my main intention in university life, right?

Just recently, I told a friend about the story of QQ, and obviously I still have not lost my feeling towards him, because I still miss him very much and was trying my best to hide my sadness whilst I was telling the lengthy and dramatic story. Its so amazing that a pet can leave such a big impact in one's life, I certainly have no idea how long is it going to take for me to stop thinking about him but definitely I will not forget QQ as long as I am living in this world. He is such a lovely pet, all because he is very loyal and sincere...no matter to whom, he is always the lively and cheerful pet that everyone loves, he does not lie or act, he is very natural which is the characteristic that can hardly find in human beings anymore. Nowadays, people always think and process data in a complicated way and show it in a way that they think its right, but very often, the feedback arent always good. well anyway...all I want to say is, QQ is just like a perfect human's friend which does not exist in reality so he turned into a dog and brought happiness to my family, and then leaving us with a feeling of sorrow but a sweet unforgettable memory. Deep down in our hearts, we know that QQ understand how we precious him and we are still waiting for his return even though it seems to be impossible. Hope drives me through...I wish QQ to live a happy life wherever he is now T.T we love you forever


going to the beach with QQ, knowing that he is leaving soon, the feeling is hard, separation is cruel...

Also, would like to thank kitesman again for showing me the existence of love, the non-selfish care and support. All I want is you right now to be beside me but unfortunately this is the only thing that I can not have...why is the world so unfair? How long I have to suffer to have something that everyone else has? Do I have a choice? Am I the one who make decision? How does a decision come to a conclusion? After some time, I realised that things are always not under your control even though you are supposed to be able to change something, its all because there are too many factors contributing to one outcome and it takes a longer time to consider and to make things happen. So, lets just see what the time can show us...feeling helpless but the continuous supply of LOVE keeps me going...


Miss our baby so much, when can I see him again? Is he kept in somewhere safe?

Another issue is, can someone suggest me the best way of announcing a relationship which has been hidden from parents for 4 years? Is there a proper way which reduces the blames to the least? tell me if you know