its another year...but this time is diff!

haihz...another 12hours from now, you can tear off the last page of your traditional chinese lunar calendar (awww...i miss doing that, hope this kind of calendar wont go extinct), or if you are a moderner, just throw away your calendar poster/calendar book/calendar card or whatever you use to check dates, but obviously not your handphone/ ipod touch/laptop because they will update automatically eventhough you do not wish to, sadly that TIME is always out of our control, and when you hear tic toc tic toc tic tic toc toc ding ding dang dang dong dong...that means its time to fix your clock!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA

I have a whole list of tasks to be accomplished in year 2010. Most of them are compulsory thou. I wonder how many I will have achieved when I look back to this post a year later. Here it goes the list...

1. Get a British Driving Licence
2. Renew my passport in London
3. Buy a new phone, preferably iphone 3GS ( how I wish my phone to die now :P lets curse it!!! heheheh)
4. Apply for visa, and please get approved please
5. Europe trip with family (definitely the most anticipating)
6. Have the most important dinner with KKL's family (omg this kinda frighten me >.<)
7. Confess to my family about...you know...(omg this also as scarry)
8. Buy a car? (hmmm...abit mission impossible in short term but I love driving!)
9. Go to a place with blue sea blue sky with KKL (so romantic rite!)
10.Find my accommodation in Liverpool before May ( unfortunately this has to be done before I can enjoy anything listed above T.T)
11.I think should let the list stop here if not it'll be infinity hehehehhe

All right, I think nearly 90% of the tasks are achievable, I just need to plan my time well so that there will be no clashing.

Anyway, recently I'm so happy because I bought myself a new glasses~~~ but not many people would have noticed it because I chose a similar frame design as my old one ( and nowadays rarely meet people because everyone is fighting hard for exam now!), they only differ in colours, my current one is blondish brown, hehehe it certainly makes me look more professional like a prof pharmacist, if not a smarter look pharmacy student :P

The second thing that made my day was the gift from KKL, it arrives just at the right time when I need these things, just like a winter warmer (eventhough I've had loads of them but they are unique!)...warms my body and my heart as well! muaksss love you lots yea XOXO p/s: sorry if you have not received my parcel, I think there are seriously some problems going on with Royalmail, I hate it ever since summer because it delayed my Boots offer letter for 5 weeks due to the recurrent postal strike issues, damn it, what now? Anyway, my friend who is a GOD in eBay said I can claim it back hehehhee no worries~~~

And the Boxing Day SALES was indeed getting more and more crazy. It was a productive day for me, its always good to reward yourself when its neccessary hehehhe (excuses excuses excuses...) BUT, I really worked hard this year okay! in terms of studies and part-time job, so I deserved it! ngiak ngiak

Did I ever mention about a pot of flowers given by my friend? It's a British Potmum, it sounds weird but this is the name of the plant. I would like to just make a quick summary of the life of this little pot of flowers (more accurately plant as there are no more flowers blooming now, its winter!!!) Its growing healthily under my care...I wish it survives the tremendously cold winter and brings me some flowers when the heavenly springs arrives!


During summer, my friend has really caught me by surprise when I saw it sitting on the study table, very touched lor...


A little note from him, what a reason to give me the flowers, its never his responsibility to the death of my first pot of chrysanthemum!


When autumn came, the yellow colour faded! well, it kinda mutated to my first pot of chrysanthemum which was white flowers hehehhe


Winter time, the last but not least flower was trying her best to show her last smile to her master, I hope she says to me: 'byebye and we shall see again in spring!'


Well, this was my beloved first pot of white chrysanthemum, the time when she was vigorously blooming in the peak of spring. can you see the diff?!! nothing can replace her status in my heart LOL Im just kidding.

Thanks for giving me such a nice pot of flowers really, I'm taking good care of her now, watering her on every sunny days. I wish she will be with me as long as I've never given up on her ^.^

overflow with LOVE

omg, I can't believe its almost the end of the semester, I've been so busy and everything just past by in a blink of an eye, from solving one assignment to another, from attending one lecture to another, from going to work one day after another, from joining one trip to another...its been really an eventful semester! I'm feeling contented and satisfied now, and probably its time to take a proper rest and focus on my studies which should always be my main intention in university life, right?

Just recently, I told a friend about the story of QQ, and obviously I still have not lost my feeling towards him, because I still miss him very much and was trying my best to hide my sadness whilst I was telling the lengthy and dramatic story. Its so amazing that a pet can leave such a big impact in one's life, I certainly have no idea how long is it going to take for me to stop thinking about him but definitely I will not forget QQ as long as I am living in this world. He is such a lovely pet, all because he is very loyal and sincere...no matter to whom, he is always the lively and cheerful pet that everyone loves, he does not lie or act, he is very natural which is the characteristic that can hardly find in human beings anymore. Nowadays, people always think and process data in a complicated way and show it in a way that they think its right, but very often, the feedback arent always good. well anyway...all I want to say is, QQ is just like a perfect human's friend which does not exist in reality so he turned into a dog and brought happiness to my family, and then leaving us with a feeling of sorrow but a sweet unforgettable memory. Deep down in our hearts, we know that QQ understand how we precious him and we are still waiting for his return even though it seems to be impossible. Hope drives me through...I wish QQ to live a happy life wherever he is now T.T we love you forever


going to the beach with QQ, knowing that he is leaving soon, the feeling is hard, separation is cruel...

Also, would like to thank kitesman again for showing me the existence of love, the non-selfish care and support. All I want is you right now to be beside me but unfortunately this is the only thing that I can not have...why is the world so unfair? How long I have to suffer to have something that everyone else has? Do I have a choice? Am I the one who make decision? How does a decision come to a conclusion? After some time, I realised that things are always not under your control even though you are supposed to be able to change something, its all because there are too many factors contributing to one outcome and it takes a longer time to consider and to make things happen. So, lets just see what the time can show us...feeling helpless but the continuous supply of LOVE keeps me going...


Miss our baby so much, when can I see him again? Is he kept in somewhere safe?

Another issue is, can someone suggest me the best way of announcing a relationship which has been hidden from parents for 4 years? Is there a proper way which reduces the blames to the least? tell me if you know

Hold On

The world is such an adorable place when you realise that you have someone to hold on to...

When I'm sick of socialising, I have family to hold on to, and they will never ever complain about not keeping in touch with them as often as I do with my friends, they wish to talk to me more just to make sure that I am doing all right but I just hope I can spend more time with them. They give me the freedom to do whatever I like, to make any decision I want, to live the life I want to live, yet they never get sick of supporting me, giving me the care and trust that I always needed. I can count on them whenever and wherever I am...

When I'm sick, literally sick which I don't always, I can hold on to my friends, as you know friend is the most precious gift when you're outside of your home. Eventhou sometimes I do not care much about them, I do not give the same amount of care that my friend gave me, to them, but they always show their care towards me without hesitation. Today, I'm so touched because Belachan made me a thermoflask of hot honey lemon and gave me Dequadin for my sore throat. I was wondering if I deserve to get all these treatment, as I know I do not normally do that to my friends. There might be a few times when I just simply made her unhappy or said something wrongly that hurts her feeling, but she is just too kind to remember that. I should apologise here for always not remembering what she has told me...AHAHHA my fault ok? Anyway, I just want to say, she really made me feel that I have someone to count on when I am so far away from home, thanks and I wish I can learn more from you, not your ke-tidak-apa-ness but your kindness LOL


stupid faces of us

When I need to make a complain about life, I can just blurt it out to kitesman, he is the one who always be there to listen and to explain, analyse the whole thing and tell me how to solve the problem. In my heart, I know I can hold on to him...as long as he holds on to me. I know we are getting busy, with his thesis and my lectures occupying up our time, it really needs extra patience to hold on to it. But I know we can make it, because we have faith in each other.

Maybe I look like a very independent girl (not to mention lady) to you, but I can't always take everything up myself, I need the moment of holding on to someone too...the moment where I can just be carelessness while receiving care from the others. And I sincerely know, they are always there for me to count on...

Thanks for holding on to me! muaksssss

Anyway, let me just stop being so emotional. okay...Over the summer, I found out that I am the type of girl (not yet a woman) which the facial presentation can be easily ruined by make-up. I find myself look extremely weird and not to mention ugly when I put things on my face. What's wrong with me? can I just blame on my round moon face? Well I have to say those foundations, mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks are just not ever going to be my partner, sorry to say that to all cosmetics company out there I know its really hard to earn my money >.< below are proofs that I should not wear any make-upsss


It's Layteng's hen's nite party in Liverpool, I was extraordinary fair...wth...and the sparkling eyeshadows...almost stole all de limelight -_______-


OMG take a closer look, I've basically turned into a white rabbit, and the fact that I left my contact lens in Notts just spoilt everything no matter how nice the make-up is *.*

The end of placement, the end of summer

I know! I've been away from blogspot for 3 months!!! Most of the time has been spent in the pharmacy...I've been looking at the Green Prescriptions for bloody 3 months!!! OMG please don't show me anymore prescription until next year's summer if not I will slap you! LOL

Yeah finally I'm done with my summer placement, but it also means summer is going to an end. I'll precious the remaining two weeks holiday that I have, will be travelling with friends to Liverpool, London and Manchester! Finally I have time for myself to really explore Liverpool, I've been a tour guide in here for so many times but I have not really see the city from the way I want yet...heheh I like free and easy style...slowly discover some secret places, hidden streets that people rarely talk about...yes now that I have time, I'm going to do it! and I know...its a shame that I've been in the UK for one year plus but stil have not been to London! I'm going to do it!

Also, I want to finish up LOST which I've started back in Nottingham, good recommendation from Hon Chien really, I like the series.

here I share some interesting experience of me in the pharmacy. Last semester, I've studied about DENATURING OF CONTROLLED DRUGS in the university but have no idea how does it work. and finally, I've got the chance to do it and it was really FUN! but I cut myself thou...and I can stil see the scarr on my thumb now >.< but nevermind, NO PAIN NO GAIN right!


the denaturing kit!!! breaking and blending tablets


de combination of colours is so nice!


now is de most dangerous part of de process, i hav to say des is not de best way of getting rid de ampoules!!! I've got cut while trying to break de glass, and I suspect there were trace of morphine sulphate in my body now LOL


throw everything into de CD denaturing kit...including de broken glass...and I think my trace of fresh blood as well...LOL so sS


and finally, add water up to de line and give it a shake, swirl and here u go...de yucky yucky mixture of all CDs...you will become a monster if you accidentally consume this devil potion made by siu

Okiela...thats all for this month and I'm going to tidy up Lay Teng's house now because the house is so beautiful!!! I love staying here and they treat me so well...love them all!!! *muakkss*

Home is the best vacation destination

Guess what, I went back to Malaysia for just one week!!! I know you must be shocked, well everyone gave me the same reaction, hahahah. okay...the air ticket was very very cheap, only 430pounds return for Malaysia Airline, and yes its Malaysian airline's direct flight which includes KLIA to Penang International Airport! thanks to (swine flu), LOL for changing my mind to go back to Malaysia before graduation, by causing a great reduction in air ticket's price...last but not least, a big thank you to the most awesome family who made all of these amazing things happened, luv u all lots!

This whole week was just free and easy at home in penang and home town, made me feel really relaxing and warming...i mean the weather too LOL


the first time of me seeing penang island and penang bridge from the sky!!! *excited*

Family day to Botanical Garden, this is where we always come during the weekend for jogging and having some close to the nature activities. The once a year Flora Fest was hold at the same time when we went, my bro used my cam to take lots of closed up photos of flowers which took up lots of my cam's memory space, not gonna upload here probably in facebook one day, heheh sorry yi kor


Mummy is getting younger, don play play she is a chinese medicine sinsei now!


Dad is stil de same humourous person, we had some river adventure moment there LOL


Mari-mari, durian n manggis beli-beli


The precious one hour in TGIF


Confession to my roommie

Also, would like to use this blog to send my most sincere and deepest thank you to my ex-roommate Dee Sin as she has been a really good roommate in the past year and I know sometimes she has to bare with me with quite alot of things but she just tolerated well with me and glad that we have never had any serious big fight-in-the-room like the twin used to stay on top of our room, LOL. Here, I would like to apologise if there's anything which I have done that made you feel unhappy and angry, please forgive me. I know throughout this year, we've been coupled up to become quite a good cook, I will certainly miss those dishes that we've created together, those time that we hold events in our room, those stressful time when we didnt talk to each other but dating with our handouts and books day and night, and the time when we had little secret chat in our room...hmmm...they are all good memeory to be kept forever in my heart. Last but not least, I want to say THANK YOU again for your little gift and touching notes in my birthday card. I have not prepared anything for you but an effort to bring our friendship becomes closer in the future! Hope that you will have a good time staying in Dunkirk and will visit whenever I smell something nice at BGP from the direction of Dunkirk hahahahahah


stupid thing we've done in our room


she teman-ed me to shop for souveniors n take photos of beeston to show it to my family, so sweet rite

hmmm due to having inconsistent internet connection in my current address now, I don't think I have anymore patience to wait for the slow uploading time, will update again when the internet gets better.

CAOZ...

I've got a real 'French Kiss' today!

OMG now i know why people say french is the sexiest people in the world, hahaha JER VIA BIANG MESI
learnt a new french language today! it means 'im fine thank you'

today is actually my last day of working in the Rutland Hall (well...hopefully is the last day only for this semester, and im always hoping to work with the same boss and colleagues again next semester!). the french colleague gave me a real French Kiss hahahha of course I returned her with a big MUAKSSS. to be honest, this is my first time kissing a female, out of my expectation that actually made me feel really nice. I hope she will be doing fine after this, as she said she might be leaving the UK and go back to Itali for a job in a chinese restaurant, I wished her all the very best, take care my dear friend eventhou I only get to know you better since today. hahahaha

Also, today is my first day of working in the Pot Wash! that is why i have had the chance to know her better as she is the pot wash lady and i am usually a dining room lady. MALANG lah i could have worked in the Dining Room for the Formal Dinner tonight but all thanks to my stupidity that I didnt know the attire for formal dinner is white collar shirt and black skirt. I just went to work with my usual black polo and long pants, was kind of shocked when i saw all my fellow colleagues and friends (was shocked the second time when i saw YIMENG and others working in MY HALL!) were wearing white shirt. luckily I've got a nice boss who didnt even scold me or angry at me, but gave me options to choose what I would like to work instead, so kind of him right? heheheh

the strange emo-ish Jamaica guy in that pot wash room was treating me so nice today, so unusual of him hahhaa. probably because i sort of giving him 'warning' before the start of work, because i told him:

" U must teach me everything that i nid to know, i don wanna make any mistake, i don wanna be scolded by u"
then obviously i ended my sentence with LOL. anyway, what i wanna say is eventhou he is really fierce sometimes and he is really annoying all the time, BUT he can be a nice person when he wants to be, he should be told that people loves him this way, yea anyone wanna volunteer? hahah dare u!

hmmmm my ALAIN DELON shoes were sacrified for this special night, she was tough all the time and made her very best to serve me until the last day of the catering service, how lovely she was. at the very end, she was submerged by water due to a small leakage underneath, making my feet swimming all night long...thanks my ALAN DELON you have done a great job! (I will remember you until i get my new formal heels! heheheh)

and yea i think everyone in the kitchen is so nice today, its really good when seeing everyone working in harmony and joking and teasing each other, just like a gang of crazy people. im going miss them seriously >.<

and then here i have my D.I.Y SUSHI recipe to share with you guys! i made it 2 weeks ago for a one week supply of my lunch meal! hahaha easy peasy and save alot of time cooking in the afternoon when i usually don feel like moving alot LOL.


u need eggs rice seaweed carrots mushrooms cucumbers tunas prawns mayonaise


then, cut them into appropriate long shapes and cook de ingredients accordingly, this time i made four main kinds which are tuna, egg, prawn and mushroom. while carrots, cucumbers and spring onions are vege for all the sushi.


rice is cooked and preferably mixed with white vinegar, its time to wrap it up now!


once wrapping is one, cut them into the length that you like ( i suggest you to get a sharp knife you will know why when you see the next step)


well...you can see that the shape is abit cacated all thanks to the blunt knife and i had to press my little weak sushi bar and taking some hard time to even cutting off the thin seaweed layer. so yea, important advice

but anyway, the SUSHI tasted fabulous and i hope in the future, i will have the mood and time to do it again with an improved version or new recepi, and also using a new sharp knife heheheheh

okiela thats all for now, will post up after the exam which will be on the 18/22/26/28 of June. very soonnnnnnnnnn

Good Luck to myself!

Biggest Congratulation to 刘玉枝医疗美容诊所

my beautiful mummy now upgraded to become a doctor!

Today is my dearest mummy's big day, is the opening of her own chinese traditional medicines clinic in our home town - pantai remis!!! I'm so proud of her for her achievement in the medical field. Her spirits and interest towards being a sinsei and her never-stop-learning attitude is something that I must learn from her. She is indeed a role model for everyone in the family especially me and my sister because she has been not only a great mother but also in terms of managing her career and fullfilling her wish to be a doctor to help patients to stay away from illnesses and diseases and most importantly to educate them the prevention of getting sick as you know, prophylactic is always better than treatment.

The clicic was named after her name because her name is actually very special when pronounced in either mandarin or hokkien, its rhythm literally means 'save one stick for me' hahahahaha and then we had this joke that mummy is saving one stick of needle to accupunctual them. okok...maybe you dont find it funny >.<

And yesterday was my happiest day in the UK! A good news early in the morning from my dad just made the best start of my day and I seriously could not believe what I saw in the email. All I hav to say is thank God and I think I'm the most blessed kid in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, I would like to thanks my family for being such a great support in everything I want to do, eventhou we're far apart but I can feel all of them in my heart at anytime and everywhere. Love you guys the most!


A family dinner is the best thing I'm craving for right now!!!