Everything in 2008

ohkay i set a target to myself that i must write at least a post every month, im getting dragged on time managing as nowadays even there's no need to attend classes during the study break but the whole big stacks of notes and books have just filled up the so called "study break", isnt it should be a break from study, hmmm...why am i doing so much of studies during this break, jelaka~~~ i realised that at this time in Malaysia, i should be hanging out with friends at some new year's eve countdown event, its so pathetic that I'm hanging out with my headache-causing medicinal chemistry's past year papers now...i dont want la! well...think it the other way, its just a tough period that you cant avoid and you must try your very best to go through this time as the more effort you've instillled, the more in return you'll be rewarded in the future. As Likzai has always said :"no pain no gain" yea i strongly agree with you but i just dont have the urge to follow this principle now, am i getting lazier? yes i think i do...any cure? NO, you yourself is the only one that can save yourself, its a matter of whether you want to do it or not, rite? here i would like to thank my roommate for being a good motivator to me as whenever i see her rajin-ness, i feel ashamed of myself and started drilling my big head into de pool of notes, oh yeah motivation is so important at this period of time.

Come on...crap crap crap here, i think i'm more willing to spend time on blogging than studying now, more willing to do house work than studying, more eagly to work than study now! i know you will say i should not be thinking this way as i stil have 2 more years (eh nono, jus one and a half years) to strive through, you've plenty of time to work after that...hmmm...yea maybe i just feel like doing something else other than studying, anything else will do as long as it doesnt involve handouts books pens and papers...im so sick of those stuffs! they've been dreaded my life for 2 weeks plus and i've to face them for another 2 weeks (oh well,one week plus...)just doesnt make any difference as i hate them alot now!!! i said NOW...i know i'll have to force myself to fall in love with them again the next moment i finish posting this bloggy.

Lets back to the point of this post, im going to leave my personal comments on how i see every special things happened in 2008. Firstly, i've to say coming to the UK is the biggest event happened this year, as I've always thought that studying overseas is a dream to me and now that I've achieved it, all thanks to my family who kept on supporting me in whatever way they can, either mentally or financially, they've been such a great family and without them, I'm not at where I'm now. All i want to do now is to make my every effort to reward them back, i wanna make some proud achievements in my future pharamcist career and make everyone's life better! (LOL why do i sound so great) i just simply wanna show how much i love my family ( i know i'm not good in showing my feeling), and i promise i will make you guys proud and be sure that for what you're instilling on me now, it worths for a better future, I promise you!


This was taken on the last CNY, it's what deep in my heart that i've never said to my family, i'm sorry for not able to re-union in the coming CNY, anyway please keep my angpaos safe, hahah


For those who have heard of story about QQ, i'm so sad to tell you that the battle between us and the drug addict has over and QQ has been jailed by him using every single rude action that he could think of to pull us and QQ apart, QQ will not be able to re-union with us anymore, will he? T_T well, i feel like crying whenever i think of QQ, revising his pictures each time i miss him, it further adds on my craving for him, i miss him very badly actually, i think i'll need a long period of time to settle down the feeling of loosing QQ, QQ QQ QQ i want you back!!!

ehem *clear throat and reabsorption of tears* okay back to the topic, it'll be kinda stressful if you make studying in the UK sounds like a mission ( i admit i'm partially on a mission now, to get a professional degree), ahhaha actually there are many other things that we've or will be experienced during the period of pursueing studies in the UK, not only those thing that you can learn in the University but also other interesting stuffs out of the text book. Travelling is a good example to make your study life more exciting, so far I've been to Birmingham, Bath, Stonehenge, and IRELAND!!! hmm not as many as other friends who have been joining travel society's trip every time when there were trips organised, not as many as YUN who has almost finished exploring Europe within 2 and half years, but I feel that my life has been pretty enriched with tours, i guess travelling to 4 places in 5 months is not the normal amount of trip that i would usually do back in Malaysia. Huh, actually not bad huh! I swear to mayself that i would travel more often whenever i'm able to, in terms of finance, i dont feel like using family's hard-earn money to spend it on something which i'm the only one who enjoy it but not with them together, thus i would want to work (in fact, i'm very thrist of finding a part time job) to earn extra pounds to support many other things that i want to do. Everyone out there, job for me?

LOL...i dont know what to say now as i think my nerves and neurons are stored with those nutrition, advanced drug delivery and medicinal chemistry's stuffs (honestly, i've not started molecular pharmacology yet!), my brain is running low of RAM to think of something. Oh yea suddenly feel like thanking my dearest boss/friend in co-op selston, Gimms for sending me the company's xmas card, haha appreciated alot that you still remember me at this greeting season (at this busy moment in the pharmacy as people thought the chemist will be closed for 6 months for xmas, its so laughable!), you said there might be snowing during xmas day but there wasnt! abit sad and disappointed but what to do, we cant predict the weather just like we cant predict exam's questions (LOL i guess im having exam-phobia now)

Next i want to thank that person who has been such a great someone-to-talk-to all these years, eventhough there is nothing we can do now but lets wait til the day we meet, we've proved that distance is not a barrier, stay strong and grow stronger k?

collection of memories for all that we've been through...hope you'll like it when you see it ^.^


and this new song from Leehom's latest album - Everything, specially dedicated to that special one in my heart on this special day, the begin of every great things...

Everything

故事里的 起承转合 有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折 才暗示着 该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻
就算别人都说 我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天 永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything

辽阔天际 巧合相遇 有多少机率
多少烟火 坠落无痕迹
因为幸福 没有捷径 难免要绕道
不被看好越是要走到
就算别人都说 我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
你就是Everything
就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

Cause You're My Everything
就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天 永远从此刻开始算起
你就是Everything
就如这个原因 我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything



For everything great things happened in 2008, thanks to my beloved mum, dad, hui, len, ching, next come likzai (who turns into zainan recently) and then those close friends, love you guys forever! you've made my 2008 so wonderfully unforgettable ^.^