Hold On

The world is such an adorable place when you realise that you have someone to hold on to...

When I'm sick of socialising, I have family to hold on to, and they will never ever complain about not keeping in touch with them as often as I do with my friends, they wish to talk to me more just to make sure that I am doing all right but I just hope I can spend more time with them. They give me the freedom to do whatever I like, to make any decision I want, to live the life I want to live, yet they never get sick of supporting me, giving me the care and trust that I always needed. I can count on them whenever and wherever I am...

When I'm sick, literally sick which I don't always, I can hold on to my friends, as you know friend is the most precious gift when you're outside of your home. Eventhou sometimes I do not care much about them, I do not give the same amount of care that my friend gave me, to them, but they always show their care towards me without hesitation. Today, I'm so touched because Belachan made me a thermoflask of hot honey lemon and gave me Dequadin for my sore throat. I was wondering if I deserve to get all these treatment, as I know I do not normally do that to my friends. There might be a few times when I just simply made her unhappy or said something wrongly that hurts her feeling, but she is just too kind to remember that. I should apologise here for always not remembering what she has told me...AHAHHA my fault ok? Anyway, I just want to say, she really made me feel that I have someone to count on when I am so far away from home, thanks and I wish I can learn more from you, not your ke-tidak-apa-ness but your kindness LOL


stupid faces of us

When I need to make a complain about life, I can just blurt it out to kitesman, he is the one who always be there to listen and to explain, analyse the whole thing and tell me how to solve the problem. In my heart, I know I can hold on to him...as long as he holds on to me. I know we are getting busy, with his thesis and my lectures occupying up our time, it really needs extra patience to hold on to it. But I know we can make it, because we have faith in each other.

Maybe I look like a very independent girl (not to mention lady) to you, but I can't always take everything up myself, I need the moment of holding on to someone too...the moment where I can just be carelessness while receiving care from the others. And I sincerely know, they are always there for me to count on...

Thanks for holding on to me! muaksssss

Anyway, let me just stop being so emotional. okay...Over the summer, I found out that I am the type of girl (not yet a woman) which the facial presentation can be easily ruined by make-up. I find myself look extremely weird and not to mention ugly when I put things on my face. What's wrong with me? can I just blame on my round moon face? Well I have to say those foundations, mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks are just not ever going to be my partner, sorry to say that to all cosmetics company out there I know its really hard to earn my money >.< below are proofs that I should not wear any make-upsss


It's Layteng's hen's nite party in Liverpool, I was extraordinary fair...wth...and the sparkling eyeshadows...almost stole all de limelight -_______-


OMG take a closer look, I've basically turned into a white rabbit, and the fact that I left my contact lens in Notts just spoilt everything no matter how nice the make-up is *.*